Hate Floats #fiction #amwriting

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Hate Floats

I wonder how cold the water would be if I accidentally pushed her overboard…

Her gold scarf whips around her face in the wind as I watch her lean against the rail and peer down into the blackness of the water. She seems completely hypnotized by the cresting white foam that trails alongside the ship as it barrels its way to the next port.

How much would it hurt when she hits the water?
Would death be instant?
Would her screams go unheard?

These aren’t supposed to be the thoughts of a formerly happy husband on a Christmas anniversary vacation.

But they are.

I’m tired of her hollow commitments and the talk of “The Baby” to mask the lies she’s been spinning. I’m tired of working to exist and existing to work because she’s taken away everything worthwhile in my life. Most of all, I’m tired of pretending that I can make things work and accept a baby that I know is not mine.

A man can only take so much of an evil woman but I still hate myself for having such gruesome thoughts.

There are only four days before we go home. Four more days before I tell her that this charade is over.

She turns to me with a blank expression as if she’s been reading my thoughts. Suddenly, four days feels like an eternity and I can’t hold myself back.

“I can’t do this anymore. We’re done,” I blurt out. “I can’t stand the sight of you.”

She says nothing but a smile spreads across her lips.

“Then I’ll make things easier for you,” she whispers.

She turns her back on me, takes a deep breath, throws a leg over the rail and vanishes into the dark.

I don’t move. I can’t move.

All I remember is the ocean air taking hold of her gold scarf and gently placing it at my feet.

©2016 Marquessa Matthews. All Rights Reserved.

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24 thoughts on “Hate Floats #fiction #amwriting

  1. I think your forte is internal monologue, how you get us to be in the character shoes and feel what is going on their heads… Here I find I didn’t have enough time to be gripped by them and their stories… But I like the weirdness of the atmosphere, a real Titanic anti climax 😀

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  2. Hey there Old Sport! I’m K&L, the Author, Publisher & CEO of The Millionaire’s Digest, I just want to apologize for not being able to publish all the articles fast enough on The Millionaire’s Digest. Believe me, when you’re in college and you’re up past midight writing papers every night, you know how hard it can be to also run a team of more than 300+ people who are constantly uploading posts every day. That brings me to my next point Old Sport.

    I would just like to ask you before I get ready to have our magazine published if you would still like to be in it. I mean, I mean, I don’t want you to feel like I’m forcing you to do this because I know I wouldn’t like it if someone made me do something I didn’t want to do either. But I mean, I just wanted to make sure because you are one of my team members, and I just didn’t want you to feel left out when you see it go live in all the stores!

    Also, please know that if you do choose to do this, you do this for yourself, not me. I do perfectly fine for an individual, as you know that I could’ve launched this myself and not let anyone on it. But I’m not that type of person (Nor will I ever will be). This is just something that I want to be able let you guys do, so I can help you get more exposure to your blog!

    Sincerely,
    K&L

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